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After the painting Christ in the Desert by Ivan Kramskoi.
In that arid wilderness, he stares
out from the blackest of eyes
into a void created for him
of pleasures, golden futures,
powers he has never known.
He shifts his crusted tongue
to speak them away,
but the Word is parched and silent.
If he closes his eyes, submits himself
to these gilded visions from below
- these endless tunnels of bliss
stretching on and on -
he will lose this aching gut
that drives him forward,
he will lose these callused feet
that carry him there,
he will lose this sun-scorched face,
these sunken cheeks,
that capture his flock,
and he will gain the whole World,
this whole dirty aching World.
He sees just outside his peripheral
a single rock balanced improbably
on its end like a delicate egg. He blinks.
Nearby, wind stirs a vortex of dust
that spins, then as quick as it rose, dies.
He doesn't close his eyes.